Try, try and try again. Somehow I lost the original post via another route but things have changed slightly which puts things into context I suppose.
At my last post I had started a new journal with a purple cover which somehow denoted the start of further personal reflection at a spiritual level. My previous journal had ended on 20th August, the third anniversary of my mum’s death which was another milestone in my journey. I rearranged all my journals to incorporate the different time frames and geographical locations which i felt gave me a sense of continuity since 2005 when I first started journalling, however I managed to trap the new purple one at the back of my desk drawer. Somehow since then I have felt stuck again as I cannot retrieve it from the back and have not felt like journalling in another book. This event has come at a time when I generally feel unsure about my future as does my brother especially since his recent injury. Mum’s anniversary somehow demands us both to re evaluate where we both want to live as our current arrangements haven’t really come about as a matter of choice.
I need to further explore this area and definitely my future contacts with Gambia.